Just staring at pictures of when nothing mattered, when you could never understand whats going on around you, just remembering the good times swinging happily.. or being with that extra huge smile on your face just because daddy brought home a new toy for you to play with and knowing that this toy is going to become your best friend.. just like the other million dolls which you have lying on your bed. At least you had the comfort of not knowing any hint of betrayal at that time..

And when you finally grow older and start tasting the bitter side of life, you realise its not how you thought it would really be..actually you notice that not even the slightest idea of how hard life can be ever came to mind. New people start walking into your life, and unfortunately a lot of them end up walking out of your life too for various reasons I suppose, and yeah you’ll start getting the feeling of being betrayed, even by the people closest to your heart.. its possible for them to betray you by mistake, but the point is yeah they still did it..you still hurt and also might have broke down about it, and you can either forgive, forget and act like it never happened or you can make a boxing scene out of it and tell them to get the hell out of your life..and by that..voila another person is out of your life !

Or you can pretty much let another person walk out of your life when you break up with your partner..which might have been the love of your life which you can never get back, and by time you might realise it was the biggest mistake of your life, but probably to late to fix that. By time it would just turn out to be another lesson which you have to learn from and try your best to put the memory in the big box you have lying around in the attic with all the rest of your past. Just when you thought you had your fairytale at your hand..or should I say “wing” , you start noticing that it’s all fading away before your eyes..and you can’t do anything except try to keep holding on as long as you can,hoping it would turn out like all the rest of the fairytales, I’m sure you know what I’m talking about, they all have a happy ending where they meet their prince charming and live happily ever after..

If only life was that simple.. If only everyone could find their happy ending just like you thought was going to happen when you were young, because you thought that all you read in your fairytale books was true, that you’re just going to live your life like Cinderella, who found her prince by leaving a shoe behind.. or maybe being like Peter Pan, never realizing that you have to grow up one day.